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louis armstrong and ella fitzgerald- april in paris |
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so tomorrow is my first college final and it happens to be the one im doing worst in hah...calc isnt all that bad, it's actually interesting once in a while, but its definitely a brain teaser...my chem final is thursday and i need a 175 out of 200 to get a 3.0..so obviously im not doing all that great, but chem sucks. im excited for next semester...im taking lbs chem 2 which will be a bigger bitch than normal, lbs chem 2 lab, lbs bio which should be a piece of cake, ISS 220, and statistics...so excited to not take calc 2...
so another thing im excited about is christmas break...and what a break its gonna be!...three weeks of no homework and pure lounging..cant wait to take pictures in Detroit and hang out with all my friends and girlfriend...
so ive been listening to a lot of jazzy stuff lately. a little frank sinatra, bing crosby, louis armstrong, nat king cole, and sammy davis jr...good shit
well its time to sleep..finals tomorrow!
gnight all
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| two in a row? |
[22 Nov 2005|01:50am] |
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jimmy eat world-your house |
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i rediscovered my love for graham crackers, peanut butter, and milk...make a nice sandwich and soak in milk...mmm
so im actually understanding chemistry...imagine that one
switchfoot was on conan obrien...that was cool
chuck is snoring...a lot
i need a battery for my camera cuz i miss taking pictures...i need to get a roll developed too
myspace and facebook are getting old
michigan state football was a real downer this year
stanton for heisman..?
i dont understand why people feel the need to drink on a monday
drinking is getting old
i cant wait til thanksgiving. im going to alpena to visit my Godmother and her husband. i havent seen them since serbian christmas which was around january..i hope we go hunting...that would just about make my weekend. foodah is going to be good....FOODAH!!!
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| hah its been a little while... |
[21 Nov 2005|02:28am] |
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well its been a year and a week since ive updated
as most of you know i am at MSU...for like 3 months now hah
kinda forgot on how to effectively update
my suitemate dave said that on march something, MSU puts on a battle of the bands so maybe my dream of performing a show will actually come true...that'd be schweet
i have rekindled an old friendship with a friend from 7th grade...paige palmer...shes really cool
hahah last night was very random...one for the scrapbook katelynn
i miss my highschool years...i went back and read all of my entries and ill admit..i got a little teary eyed...not because they were sad entries, it just shows how fast life goes. i read about my astro van...and yes i had to get rid of it for a malibu hah, i also read about KAIROS, our family getting maggie, relationships with girls, going up north...just good times that make me feel nostalgic...
i think ive realized that im growing up...i have to do my own laundry, decide what i want to eat, motivate myself to do homework or something productive...i never realized how these things would shape me into a more mature young adult
ahhh i hate and love emo moods...sigh
i miss my friends at home
i miss caitlyn too...all of our random fun...sigh
i miss rachel...i hope things go back to normal...love her...sigh
well its almost 230 and i have class at 1020 so i am going to bed...gnight all
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| its been a while |
[18 Nov 2004|10:56pm] |
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daphne loves derby- middle middle |
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ill let the music industry describe the past few weeks...
i wanna read good news good news
i wanna be innocent again
i wanna read good news good news
but nothing good is happening
-something corporate "good news"
I want to be somewhere I can see the roads
A place where every time you breathe a wish comes true
I want to be where love is real
And memories of distant days come to life again
-daphne loves derby "the longest story
I feel like a quote out of context
Withholding the rest
So I can be for you what you want to see
I got the gesture and sounds
Got the timing down
It's uncanny, yeah, you think it was me
Do you think I should take a class
To lose my southern accent
Did I make me up, or make the face till it stuck
I do the best imitation of myself
-ben folds "best imitation of myself"
breathing gets harder when im close to you
seeing all the things you put me through
well its over and im getting older
these days move on and so do we
we fake our smiles its getting colder
take it one day at a time
well im doing fine
-me "untitled"
Are you worried about your faith
Kneel down and obey
You're happy you're in love
You need someone to hate
An ordinary girl, an ordinary waist
But ordinary's just not good enough today
-our lady peace "superman's dead"
You should know by now
That your darkest hour
Is when your broken heart goes down
It's a bitter end
When the sweet begins
Grace is sufficiency
-switchfoot "innocent again"
I kissed a drunk girl
I kissed a drunk girl yes I did
I kissed a drunk girl on the lips
I let my guard down
How could I have been so dumb
Her eyes were open
I know I am not the one
I know I am not the one
I know I am not the one
-something corporate "i kissed a drunk girl"
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[13 Oct 2004|12:02am] |
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well this past week was intersting to say the least...
friday we lost the homecoming game but it was a good one to say the least...we capitalized on fumbles and shitty throws and lost by a touchdown or something...then i went to joes with katie and we all hung out in the astro...gotta love the astro
saturday was sterlings homecoming and yea...went with caitlyn audrey and andy...we ate at some italian restaurant and it was delicious...then off to the dance we went and as we were dancing some caldean fag bumped into me and i turned around and hes all like "what the fuck you looking at?" and i respond with nice forceful "nothing man shut the fuck up"...well swearing at him was mistake #1...then when he got all up in my grill i pushed him away and that was mistake #2 cuz all these caldeans came running after me and i was scared shitless but ready to throw if worse came to worse...well after that was broken up i kept my eyes open...
sunday was my homecoming and was excited...i picked katie and took some pictures at her house then went to jacks to take more pictures with him and holly and molly...then after much disagreement we all piled in the astro and off to joe peroskey's for more pictures where we met up with the rest of the gang...the dance was a hell of a lot of fun and just being with my pals made it all the better...after the dance we went back to joe's and hung out in his basement...but to make the night complete we took a trip again in the astro to 7 11 where i bought a starbuck's frap to wake me up
it was nice to sleep in mondey...and no school wednesday...or friday...
im anxious to take some black and white pictures
tonight was kevin's confirmation and that was nice..brought back some memories and got to see some old pals...after that i went and hung out with erica and katie in the astro by wilkerson...my old school...we talked most of the time between them reading my lyrics and crap and being hot
then later tonight joe was bored and wanted to hang out
and goodnight
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| yea band |
[06 Oct 2004|10:42pm] |
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so today was marching band festival and we got straight 1's which is the best possible but because our performance was like 45 seconds the judges decided to give us the shaft and gave us a 2 instead...ah well...we know we're sweet
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| this weekend made one happy eric |
[03 Oct 2004|10:29pm] |
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friday evening me joe and mike went to chaperone St Anne's 8th graders for 20 service hours. it was pretty cool seeing them go threw the same thing we did back in the day. saturday i went to Yate's cider mill with katelynn and kaitlin hah...it was a lot of fun i must say...i bought a half gallon of cider and a donut...we took a walk around the "pond" haha and saw many "slides" haha again...the bees were numerous though so that was a downer. then today i had an IM football game and we beat some little freshman team like a lot to a little. later today i went to the thrift store and bought a sweet belt, German shirt with some randomness on it, and a rockstar hat...and its from the GAP oh my goshhh!
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[25 Sep 2004|01:23am] |
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daphne loves derby-desert eating oceans |
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yea so tonight was pretty disapointing
its just one of those days...
i wish i wasnt going up north tomorrow morning
i wish i could see fall out boy and the weakend on sunday
emo music gets me in depressed moods
but its a good thing...sometimes
caitlin loves ddr too much
i didnt realize im doing an allie type entry til a few sentences ago
football games are lame
but hot girls at football games are always welcomed
wanna start a band but people are lame
me and michelle went to dodge park to take pictures for photo class and i have a real sweet one that im anxious to develope
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| so i was feeling a little emo |
[16 Sep 2004|01:47pm] |
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straylight run- mistakes we knew were making |
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and wrote a song inspired by straylight and a certain someone
its raining again, time for raincoats
put on your boots, put on your cloaks
down the sidewalk as you walk through puddles
leaving a trail of guilt as you pass the tree
that we signed our initials and
enclosed with a heart
the memories permanent, the proof from a knife
and ill dream myself to sleep tonight
as the blankets cover up the light
and you say to me with your pearly whites
we're not gonna end this with a fight
the water is rising, the captain is called
put on your hats and run to the hull
where you see the anchor trying to stall
but fate has its hands full the damage is done
a storm is approaching, the waves crashing by
a loud reminder of our silent goodbye
the memories permanent, the proof from a cloud
and ill dream myself to sleep tonight
as the blankets cover up the light
and you say to me with your pearly whites
we're not gonna end this with a fight
a hole ion the side, shows the ships demise
a scream from the deck, the sound of the crew's cries
the ship is now sinking we know this is true
the faces of passengers sink into the blue
a little more effort could push us through
ill say i love you forever its true
the memories permanent, the proof from a kiss
and ill run to you, run to you
just keep it open
and i say to you, say to you
with my heart split open
you are my dream when i sleep tonight
my blankets pulled over and you are the light
and you kiss me with your pearly whites
and say to me you love me tonight
...yea its full of mushiness and probably not the most masculine song but what you see is what you get
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[15 Sep 2004|03:00pm] |
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wow so i went to regina's homecoming on sunday with bridget and it was so much fun...she looked great in her dress and needless to say, i was pimp in my black suit-pink shirt ensemble...honestly a great end to the week...thanks again bridget...they won their powderpuff game and that was cool too...for them atleast hah
ive fallen in love with straylight run and i think its sad that their on the radio already...same with the postal service
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[08 Sep 2004|11:08pm] |
wow its good to have the computer up and running...
snow patrol and mae are sweet bands
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[27 Aug 2004|12:51am] |
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cursive-the radiator hums |
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well the summer is slowly coming to a close this weekend and for some of you, the new school year has already filled you with anxiety and senioritis...tomorrow is the senior orientation, and let me tell you, that is something i am not looking forward to...this summer has been filled with so many good times; experiencing a lot of "firsts", some im all that proud of, spending everyday with friends, staring at beautiful girls at Warped Tour, spending a kick ass week at band camp, and just not being in school...one of the hightlites id have to say about the summer is my job...as some of you know, i install sprinklers...i work with two close friends and an extremely racist boss...anthony, jeremy, and i have spent nearly every day together whether it be passing out fliers, digging holes, looking for girls, texas hold 'em, or just being plain awesome...although the close of the summer is bittersweet, i have come to realize that i have made many close friends, learned a lot about life, and made memories that will be hard to top.
that that is all for my emo entry
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[21 Aug 2004|09:21pm] |
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dynamite boy-photograph |
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as i sit here staring at the screen waiting for jebus to call me and tell what tonight's plans are, i cant help but feel the urge to make music and have sweaty hot girls scream my music at the top of their lungs at a local concert...my lord im driven...ive been going on purevolume.com and looking up all the top local bands and seeing who they're signed with and listening/studying their music methods...ive adopted a lot of those methods and started to write/better some more lyrics
i really want this more than anything right now
guitar strap pins to get:
death cab for cutie
dynamite boy
sugarcult
saves the day
plain white t's
dont look down
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[18 Aug 2004|12:48am] |
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wow warped tour was so fucking awesome
didnt see a whole lot of bands but it was sweet
walked in when sugarcult was playing, saw billy talent, yellowcard, taking back sunday, new found glory (because no other band was playing)..unfortunately fall out boy wasnt playing which really pissed me off
bought a sugarcult shirt and fall out boy shirt and billy talent pin
only 1 more day with long hair...its getting cut down to semi-long thursday at 3:30
the state fair is tomorrow and i guess thats cool
im going to regina's homecoming with bridget and thats gonna kick ass
i went to dan's house to jam but it turned out that everyone praises over jack and dan's playing because my piece of shit amp makes me sound shitty...im sick of doing covers i wanna write my own
who wants to start a band?...for real...no fooling around
i want people to sing my songs...that would be one hell of a feeling
thursday i go back up north to race on saturday..wish me luck
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[13 Aug 2004|03:02pm] |
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matchbook romance-promise |
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i wanna meet a girl who rocks in an astro van
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[10 Aug 2004|12:39am] |
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hellogoodbye-dear jamie...sincerely me |
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so how about only 1 of my American Eagle purchases were actually made in America
red button up shirt-Macau
3 long sleeve t's-Mexico
blue short sleeve-Peru
tan short sleeve-Pakistan
hat-China Roc
shorts-Bangladesh
brown striped polo-Northern Mariana Islands USA
ah well...im gonna hit up the next sale
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| theres a light on...in chicago |
[05 Aug 2004|12:40am] |
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and i know i should be home
so i me and kevin went to shopping today cuz we had to get my sister a bday gift cuz shes turning 10...so we hit up FYE in the mall and got her a disc man cuz when we go up north she always uses ours...after that we went into Hot Topic and i wanted to either buy a Fall Out Boy shirt or Death Cab for Cutie but to be completely honest, i didnt feel like spending $18 when i can wait 2 weeks and get it at the warped tour...so then we went to American Eagle and i made some purchases...bought a shirt and hat which totaled $12..cuz im sweet like that
caitlin with an I and i both used the word "purchase" in our entry cuz were awesome
i won $7 today in poker so now im only down 3 in two days...not too shabby
work was cancelled cuz of the rain and i went back to sleep
i am the man cuz i am
okay getting kinda cocky
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| sell out with me tonigh t |
[02 Aug 2004|12:32am] |
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so today was pretty fun...me audrey and caitlyn went to the thrift store by 16 and gratiot and it was a bitch and a half getting down there cuz the gratiot cruise was today...but none the less i was really happy with my purchases...i got a tanish button down short sleeve shirt, a plain white botton down shirt thats kinda tight, and a blue striped button down shirt...on the way home we got white castle and it made us happy
and yes caitlin and i decided that "purchases" is gonna be used in our everyday vocabulary from here on out
tonight my aunt amy and uncle tom and the kids came over for dinner
went to dan's house to swim, play poker, attempt to was donny darko...but we left to go to wendy's and that was an entertaining drive
horray for having the followin cd's burned for me...
2 ben kweller cds
reel big fish mix
cursive
blink 182-buddah
watashi-wah
relient k
death cab for cutie
danke shane caitlyn
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[01 Aug 2004|12:20am] |
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so its the first day of august and that saddens me
30 days til the first fuckin day of school
15 days til warped tour...the only highlite left of summer
7 days til sister's bday
1 day til i go thrifting and burn some more cd's
still dont know what im supposed to do for my AP biology summer thing
im at a loss of what to write
saw andy for the first time in forever
i really wanna buy some cork board so i can cut out a bunch of pictures of awesome bands and put them on my wall
i need to work so i can get money
im rockin the suburbs...
...just like aaron pode did
im suprised to say i miss camp
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| what is hip? |
[31 Jul 2004|02:24pm] |
hip is thinking youre gonna have a real shitty time at band camp only to come home dead tired from spending 6 days with the coolest people ever...all the seniors (chris, dave, dan, dan, marty,drum major chris, minjeur, bridet, phelan)...billings, hannenburg, ed, david riva, my brother, caitlin, allie
good times shaking the bridge to the point it could have broken, senior shower time, senior fire, getting to the front of the line to eat cuz we're seniors, experimenting with arithmatic hahah, dj-ing the dance, trying to break tradition by playing konstantine as the last song but the Wind Machine got mad and made us play American Pie, staying up til 3 trying to do pranks with the juniors, nicknaming freshman cliff tightlips, spanky McCockerson, West Nile, shades, aggressive anal adam, and polo jeans
so how about david riva is exactly like his brother
for some reason i think im gonna miss it...ive made some many good friends in band over the years and now that im a senior, its gonna feel really weird leaving all them behind while they finish up their chapter. i remember when i went to band camp for the first time as a freshman and meeting all the seniors thinking how cool it will be when im a senior
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